gravity

i saw the picture of Jameh this morning again...the one where he is positioned next to Taleh...and i was suddenly hit with the realization of the passage of time - i felt momentarily exhilirated and simultaneously completely gutted. periodically, i think, if you are a conscientious person, certain things keep coming back to you as you continually look towards development - these things often concern distinction, maturity, development, control and detachment as they relate to our spiritual/rational states. it's easy to loose track of these things, but again, if you have it ingrained in you to be in a constant state of revision, or to at least try for that, then the realities of things often come back and, with two pads fully charged and pressed to your chest, shock you back into place. i guess the trick is to get to a place where your able to weather things, and so maybe this is just a part of being a young adult, and the wisdom and maturity of time and age will bring about that balance. as i sat here and saw that picture, time came by and smacked me full in the face.